Somehow special

i was just tripping and thinking of how nostalgic i am today. 
in this way i started thinking which good things about me people would love. 
well, i did that because it's always so obvious thinking straight to the bad parts of ourselves, but this time, i chose different, i started seeing a little of how i am somehow special to people.  
i mean... i'm dedicated, i actually learn things... deeply learn things. I do not only read, or observe, but understand, i see through, i show true compassion, deepness, willingness, among many other things, i show love. 
i'm smart, i'm bold, i'm fierce. 
i'm strong, i'm skilled, i evolve. 
i'm always to protect, never to deceive
i value the sacred, so that i don't feel so overwhelmed by my desires all the time. 
i'm generous, i inspire confidence and hard mind work. 
i'm privileged, but i'm also unstoppable. 
i'm quite often lazy, just like a fucking lion king, sleeping most of the time, to save energy when i need to glow the most. when the mane is as golden as it could possibly be.
even though i'm an incurable lover, i am also loyal.
i'm willing to ride or  die to the ones i truly love. 
and for them, i know i'm somehow special in the way i exist around them, even with my impulsiveness, know that: i'm aware, i just chose that way because i can handle it, as always could. 
- fae