Flow Awareness

i was just tripping and thinking of how nostalgic i am today.  in this way i started thinking which good things about me people would love.  well, i did that because it's always so obvious thinking straight to the bad parts of ourselves, but this time, i chose different, i started seeing a little of how i am somehow special to people.   i mean... i'm dedicated, i actually learn things... deeply learn things. I do not only read, or observe, but understand, i see through, i show true compassion, deepness, willingness, among many other things, i show love.  i'm smart, i'm bold, i'm fierce.  i'm strong, i'm skilled, i evolve.  i'm always to protect, never to deceive i value the sacred, so that i don't feel so overwhelmed by my desires all the time.  i'm generous, i inspire confidence and hard mind work.  i'm privileged, but i'm also unstoppable.  i'm quite often lazy, just like a fucking lion king, sleeping most of the time, to save energ...

Off all things we do in this life, the most magical of it is to dream.  We dream all the time about when we will actually feel happy or accomplished.  We dream about success, special moments with the ones we love, and millions of things I could come up with right now. We dream about things, about people, about situations we create on our minds...  Life comes up with the most boring and ridiculous reality and rub it on our faces every day, from the time we wake up til the time we go to bed, but the ones who doesn't have a bed, well, they dream about it too.  We spend our lives imagining an ideal scenario where our problems doesn't exist, where we're actually and truly fulfilled.  And that's the problem.  That's a monster who comes from under the bed with the cloak of frustration all around it. It's difficult to love life in its raw form, pure and simply hard... Life is tremendously honest with us. It doesn't even leave lies hidden for too long.  The pow...